Have you ever had a secret that you were afraid of telling because you were so scared of the outcome? I have been carrying this secret around with me for quite awhile now but I can't bring myself to tell it. It's the first thing I think of in the morning and the last thing I think of at night and quite often I think about it throughout the day. I keep looking for a sign, something to tell me that it is time to let the floodgate open but so far.....nothing....